In a moment

In a moment
I get that overwhelming desire to
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destroy
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I hate everything
and I have myself
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.In a moment
I find no place for me in this world
This world
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so cruel
so painful
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A world that
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rejects me
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I find no place for me there
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Yeah
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No place there
nor anywhere else
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for anywhere else
would definitely be on this world!!
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I am fed up
I hate everything at the moment
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I wanna disappear
There is.. there is security..in anything
I wanna disappear for one more reason
I am causing everyone trouble
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and because I really
See no point in me

The problem

The real problem is not that I am all by myself
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The problem is that
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I don't want me to be by myself!!

A message to her

Dear She,
You are wasting your life
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and mine!
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Please
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Enough of that

A moment of weakness

I need you

I need you so much

to fill that void in my heart

I am tearfully begging

Would that ever deliever my voice to you?

And who are you, in the first place?

I dunno

My message reminds unaddresses

My message reminds

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unsent

Ain't no repentance

Dear Lord,

Forgive me
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For not knowing why I am here
For being scattered between the paths
For not using the life You gifted me with properly
and as Thou intended it to be
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Dear Lord,

I seek Your forgiveness
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For the mistakes I never give up
For breaking my promises to You
For my weaknesses
and arrogance
and ungratefulness to Your countless bounties upon me
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Dear Lord

Forgive me
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For being tired of life
For wanting what I don't have
For not valuing what I have
For not thinking of how Great You are
when I am faced with great difficulties and problems
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.
But Lord
This is ain't repentance
For repentance is about regret and change
I do regret
and I do admit
Still..
I am too weak to change
I am only..
Seeking Your forgiveness
You are All-forgiving, All- merciful

Scattered..

Missing

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Longing

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Tired

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When and how
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QUESTIONS
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Wanting
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QUESTIONING
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Going around in endless circles
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Imagining
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Escaping
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Tired
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Lonely
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Scattered
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etc
etc
etc

Mike's inspirations

Be true to yourself

He never ceases to amaze me